Seems like yesterday since May 23, 1999. Hard to believe that much time
has past since we lost Owen Hart. The whole day is a mixed bag of emotions for me. Owen was a
hard worker, world class practical joker and a tremendous family man. He
is the reference point on which many people should lead their lives.
While I only knew Owen during my stay at the WWF you couldn't help but
like the guy. You will never find one person with a negative thing to
say about Owen and finding someone like Owen in wrestling is extremely
rare.
The night before Kansas we were in Chicago. Goldust and I were doing a
deal with the Godfather who was involved with an angle with Owen. So
Goldust had the match with Godfather and doing the shtick we had done
around the horn. This time around Owen was doing a run in at the end
since they were in an angle and they were having a match the next night
on the PPV. Sadly, that run in would mark the last time Owen would have
stepped in the ring on a WWF event.
The next day we were flying from Chicago to Kansas City. Nothing out of
the ordinary at the time. I strap myself in and settle in. Everyone
else is doing the same and the person one seat over from me
is........Owen. I said hello and Owen in his humorous way goes "Aw
Great! I'm next to the Meanie. Now I know I won't find any sleep on the
flight" and gave me the Owen smile. The Owen smile that anyone on the
other side of an Owen joke has come to know and appreciate. If Owen
played a joke on you it was more of a privilege than anything.
Though he was kidding he did manage to fall asleep. I guess he heard
stories from Mick Foley's encounters of sharing a room with me.
We land in Kansas City and head to baggage claim. I was traveling with Al Snow
at the time and we did our routine of getting the rental car and finding
our way around. After getting to the building everyone went to
catering. On the way there Bob Holly and myself were talking and along
comes Owen in his Blue Blazer mask and street clothes. He comes over to
me and Bob and introduces himself. "Hello I'm the Blue Blazer." "Oh
yes, Bob Holly. Nice to finally meet you." "BLUE Meanie eh? We may have
to do something about that name." "Hey, have you guys seen Owen Hart?
I'm supposed to be doing something with him tonight. I've heard some
good things about him." Real funny stuff you'd expect from Owen.
Goldust and I look and see that we are working the Hardy Boys that night
on Heat. I was happy with that since I really like them in and out of
the ring. The 4 of us went down to the ring to see what we could come up
with. We go over different ideas and when we were through they asked
people to clear the ring. We all looked up and saw they were practicing
Owen's entrance for later that night and things went fine. Heat rolls
around and Dustin and I have our match with the Hardy's and it turns out
to be one of the best matches I have had in the WWF. I was really happy
for once with my performance and everyone was happy with each other.
We all went our ways and changed into our street clothes. When I wasn't
getting ready or if I was finished for the night I would hang in the
WWF.com room. They had a monitor in there and it wasn't as crowded and
you could watch the whole show. I made sure to watch Al’s match cause he
told me the shirt he was going to where in memory of the deer head he
had named Pierre and some of the stuff he had planned. After
Al's match I was going to get a bottled water from catering. I was
almost out of the room when they said the next match was The Blue Blazer
vs. The Godfather. So I didn't bother leaving cause I knew this match
was going to be classic Owen. They has some funny stuff planned and were
going to do something with a Mini Wrestler coming out as a Mini Blazer.
They go into the taped package giving the history of the feud and
everyone in the dot com room is popping for Owen's stuff and his super
hero promos. Then the moment that came that will be forever etched in my
mind. The cameras are fixed on the crowd and JR tells the world the
news they would never expect. There has been an accident and this isn't
an angle. The room went silent. Everyone then jumped up and darted out
the door and down to the Gorilla Position. Half way down the hall we
encounter Sgt. Slaughter where he said "Owen fell..........doesn't look
like he is going to make it........" In the back of my mind I am
screaming "Don't tell me this!!" but I am still filled with a roller
coaster ride full of emotions as I get closer to the entrance.
There wasn't a dry eye in the house and the pale, blank expressions on
every face confirmed how dire the situation was turning out. I made my
way to the curtain and saw that EMTs doing everything they could do work
on Owen. The saddest part of all was not only was one of our comrades
laying there in the ring having people trying to revive him but the
people in the building thought it was all part of the show. Which brings
up a point a lot of people still argue to this day............Should
they have stopped the show?
Hind site is always 20/20 and there are a lot of unwritten rules in
wrestling but no one would ever have fathomed that something like this
could possibly happen. Maybe it’s fear of jinxing their well being or
fear of karma by talking about it. At that moment in time the shock and
disbelief was so thick in the air that no one knew what to do. People
were crying, people were consoling each other and people were just
hoping it was just a bad dream. As Owen was rushed to the ambulance with
EMTs still rigorously working on him all the way, we all said a prayer.
Everyone waited around to hear any updates that would come. Eventually
the word came that we dreaded and the weight sank in that Owen had left
us. Al and I went to the dressing room to gather our gear to leave and
head on to Moline, Ill. I went to my dressing area, closed my bag up and
made my way to leave. As I turned around from where I had been
sitting.......there was Owen's gear bag. Like a cold shot, my body went
numb and tears welled up in my eyes. As we were going to our car the
show had not finished and the news trucks were starting swarm outside of
the arena.
The next day my phone rang off the hook. Family and friends called with
great fear in mind. By now the news had spread about the incident and
everyone I know, knew I was at the PPV. So when the news teasers broke
with “Pro Wrestler dies in ring last night.....more after this
commercial” everyone got concerned. Then as the news cast went on and
they went onto to say “A Pro wrestler plunged to his death in the ring
last night while performing his entrance. The Blue........” At that
moment all my friends and family's hearts paused for a second until the
words “Blazer” followed. Some of my friends driving to work only heard
on the radio the words “Wrestler dies” , “Blue” .
They all panicked and
called me right away. Like I said in the beginning it, it was mixed bag
emotions for me. In one instance I am saddened by Owens death. In
another I also found out how many people cared about and love me when
they thought the news they heard was about me. Wrestling, with the fans
and wrestlers involved lost one of its greatest performers and friends
and the Hart family lost a cherished member that will be deeply missed.
Like Foo Fighters song says “It’s times like these you learn to live
again. It’s times like these you learn to love again” and that’s exactly
what I did. Now more than every I cherish the time with my loved ones
just for the fear of not knowing what the next moment will bring. Now more than ever we STILL miss Owen Hart.....
R.I.P Owen......We are all richer for having known you!
Brian
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Friday, May 10, 2013
Oh. What's this I have?
Wow.......I forgot I had the blog gimmick. I started it initially to write a blog on 9/11 three years ago when I had been just disenchanted with the hatred I had been seeing mostly online. But now what do I do with this gimmick? Use it I guess. I remember when I first became aware of blogs. When I wrote them for my old website they weren't known as blogs (or at least I don't THINK they were). I simply called my online diary "The Meanie Massage". As I have also done with this blog. It was something I could do to share what I'm up to etc. To entertain or give whatever you want to take from it.
I'm finding myself in a conundrum of sorts. I WANT to be more active online but my mind seems to be my own worse enemy because I'm constantly talking myself IN TOO and OUT OF what I want to do. Or in some case I simply forget. Do I wanna do a blog? How about a podcast? What kind of podcast? What kind of format? Maybe stick to the randomness of a blog and put it up when I feel like it? Who the hell knows. I don't seem to know myself.
I put a question out to see who would listen if I did a podcast and the replies where favorable of wanting me to do a podcast. I've had a few feelers from people who would want to help with a podcast. I definitely would like to do one but I want to do it in a fun, random, entertaining way. I also still keep trying to talk myself into writing a book. Sure I've done a few shoot interviews and have talked about a lot of things in my life but there are plenty of things I've never talked about either. A lot of things I think fans could relate to as well as I myself is still a fan of wrestling.
Enough of my rambling. Just wanted to throw up some thoughts. maybe if I got them out of my head I could actually pursue them(?). We shall see.
Note to self: Enough procrastinating
Until the next spurt of randomness!
Meanie
I'm finding myself in a conundrum of sorts. I WANT to be more active online but my mind seems to be my own worse enemy because I'm constantly talking myself IN TOO and OUT OF what I want to do. Or in some case I simply forget. Do I wanna do a blog? How about a podcast? What kind of podcast? What kind of format? Maybe stick to the randomness of a blog and put it up when I feel like it? Who the hell knows. I don't seem to know myself.
I put a question out to see who would listen if I did a podcast and the replies where favorable of wanting me to do a podcast. I've had a few feelers from people who would want to help with a podcast. I definitely would like to do one but I want to do it in a fun, random, entertaining way. I also still keep trying to talk myself into writing a book. Sure I've done a few shoot interviews and have talked about a lot of things in my life but there are plenty of things I've never talked about either. A lot of things I think fans could relate to as well as I myself is still a fan of wrestling.
Enough of my rambling. Just wanted to throw up some thoughts. maybe if I got them out of my head I could actually pursue them(?). We shall see.
Note to self: Enough procrastinating
Until the next spurt of randomness!
Meanie
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